Mysteries of Orgasmic Magic Os
As a pleasure explorer, yearning to feel pleasure. Post-rape and numbness from years of premature penetration, I’ve experienced a wide range from numb to pain to ultimately reclaim my body as a sacred space of pleasure and love.
Orgasms felt close and then they’d would slip away. I was afraid to let go, it seemed the harder I tried, the more elusive vaginal orgasm became. Frustrating to feel pleasure for an instant and then it disappears before I can fully immerse myself in it
I had fleeting clitoral peaks, but they are not very satisfying alone, in the long run.
I was shown how to find my G spot. It continues to come alive over the years.
Penetration sex was my edge. I was usually guarded because of unreleased traumas that inhibited me from being present to pleasure.
My partner would constantly command me to me, be present. Being present to me, often meant feeling pain with penetration. So I disassociated from the scene in order to avoid the emotions buried there.
I’ve had some numerous traumas surrounding my sexuality and my sex organs. Including medical procedures, so my cervix was an unfriendly place for me. But I’d heard of the magical orgasms there so I was willing to plow through the muck to get to the good stuff.
I touched my cervix with my fingers for the first time and was in awe at the smooth silky texture and the consciousness that lured me in.
Surprised I didn’t know my fingers were even long enough to reach so far in to touch the depths of my vagina.
My uterus moves and adjusts downward to meet a point of penetration which intensifies sensations. I’ve heard it called the cervical kiss.
Certain positions can help provide the most satisfying contact sometimes with a woman squatting on top so she can find the right depth of contact and angle…
It was exciting to meet it directly and to be so intimate with this part of me I rarely ever see.
So delicate and pink. Touch in a squatting position. Cupping so it’s easy to reach.
Hmmm just thinking of it makes me feel electrified it’s like an engine inside it gets flipped on when attention is brought to it, in honoring inviting ways. Memories of pleasure lie deep within my yoni walls, to the core. Calling in explorers to dive deep with me, in Tantric seas!
What hides in your love tunnel that needs to be cleared? Clear it. Make room for love and pleasure there and everywhere.
To get real, vulnerable, and intimate with you I gotta tell you something that I have experienced lately with some really deep orgasms that I feel have transformed my mind and body relationship.
There were a few rare, mind-blowing experiences where I learned to really open up and relax inside. It was then when I noticed that I had been contracted, chronically. Protecting what was violated. My history of rape and numbing sex molded my relationship with my body and with men as well.
Sexual trauma can shut us down from knowing and enjoying our bodies to their fullest potential.
In women, our deepest longest and strongest orgasms come from opening and being touched to the core.
This pleasure fills my pelvic bowl and overflows right up into my crown and down again.
The Orgasmic Magic Zone: aka OM-Zone
I went through the layers over years of sexual healing, clearing shame until my yoni was fully open and orgasmic.
It was amazing like something inside me woke up and I was filled with waves and tingles of energy
with even the slightest movements with full penetration.
The most remarkable thing was he could feel what I was feeling which increased my feelings a lot.
We were bonded in this unified field of energy tingles! He called it “Tai Chi sex”. Deep slow and sensual with a timeless sense of relaxed arousal.
I’m exploring the back of my womb with crystal wands to awaken the deepest parts of my cave.
I just got a Cervix waand with a long handle that I love to play with. It reaches deep so easily that I can truly relax and receive the healing waves of pleasure it brings
To massage away scars of sad memories and any phantom pain that may be stuck there.
The last time I did this self-love massage to myself, I felt some tender areas so I moved very slowly.
Allowing stillness to soften the tension and ease the pain. Then I found that with breath
every tight muscle is an orgasm waiting to happen, to release relax and free-up new energy!
It’s like a field rich with possibilities. I never know what I’m gonna find inside.
It’s still new to me to feel this extraordinary pleasure deep inside near and on my cervix.
Having been more clitoral and G spot focused, this is opening up a new world.
I wanna shout it from the rooftops so everyone knows about it too!
“At the back of the womb there lay flesh that demanded to be penetrated. It curved inwards, opening to suck. The flesh walls moved like sea anemones, seeking by suction to draw his sex in… She opened her mouth as if to reveal the openness of the womb, its hunger, and only then did he plunge to the very bottom and felt her contractions…”
Anais Nin, Delta of Venus
